tying loose ends

posted October 6, 2026

i'm leaving in about 8 days. i had a bad experience with one of the restaurants i was working at and a great experience with another. then a neutral experience with a third. i'm waiting to see how the fourth goes. i've been exhausted from taking on so much work in restaurants and am now trying to catch up on sleep. and exercise. i'm not excited for london right now because i'm so preoccupied with people and things here on the east coast. this will change once i get some rest (i hope). i'm not nervous but i feel somewhat uncertain about this. i don't really know what's pulling me to make this big move but i have the conviction i need to do it.